Fighting

Welp.
Too much arguing with the boyfriend in the last few days for me.
It's stupid and I'm just.. reaching my limit, here. I make him annoyed and angry all the time.
Today I got so angry I went outside and smashed my phone on the concrete floor and it shattered to tiny bits.
Will be out of commission for a few days.
Luckily I don't work until Friday so I don't need a phone until then. Bleh. I'm only gonna make like $100 this paycheck ;_; that really sucks.
But, maybe this will give me some space from the world. Idk. I'm always buried in my phone.
Eh.

Pickles & Oreo Ice Cream

I've been feeling really weird lately .~.
I guess it's normal, because I recently just got out of a 2 1/2 year relationship.
And this insomnia that's been haunting me.
And on top of that found out the truth of how my family views me.
Just feels like I can't do anything right for myself. I keep messing things up.
I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself, I dunno.
I hate feeling like this.
I'm eating oreo ice cream and pickles .-.